Rocker___________________
BETTINA
Vampiro Wolfskin;
..27.02.1992
..MGS (primary)
..NTSS (secondary)
..Softballer
..Photographer
..Christian [FCBC-YozNet-JRcell]

HATE
--Liars (including myself)
--backstabbers
--people who ENJOY other people's misery
--the devil

LOVE
...planetshakers
...hillsong
...delirious
...sonic edge band
...jamison parker
...Hinder
...Hawthorne Heights
...other various artists whose songs are awesome
...Jesus
...softball
...photography
...GUITAR!
...drums
...various sports (e.g. soccer, etc.)
...hip Hop (dance)

WANTS
--Madina Lake ALBUMS!!! --Paramore albums --Jonas Brothers albums --saw 3 vcd/dvd --queen Of The Damned soundtrack
--blade 2 vcd/dvd
--blade Trinity vcd/dvd
--xbox 360 (HAH! I wish.) [And Halo 3 along with it. Plus Doom 3!!!]
--DRUMS SET
--AMPLIFIER~!
--ELECTRIC GUITAR!
--death note2, the ring 1 and 2 vcds/dvds.
--nikon D70s/D200 Digital Camera (please? XD)
--blood (Anybody wanna donate?)
--to let myself fry in hell


Scream________________






Get Out_____________________
my DeviantArt page!
Guitar
ChristianGuitar
CELL!

amanda
Annabel
Azy
Cheryl Lau
CHERYL-KUN~ DARLING!
Cynthia
Gabbie
Desiree
Dinah
felicia
Gigi
Guitfam
Guo Yi
Hafizah
Haniz
Hidayah
Jazzzeeeee
Justin
karyeeeee
Kelly
KuroRk
KHABIRpoker
lexx
Lilin
lina
marcus
MuiHiang
Peggy
pennyWEEEEEEEEEE
Sheri
SiYin
Si'Jia
Si'Min
Softball
Syahidah
syahreena
TAMMY! =D
Vidya
weiyun
X-OOKAMI
xiangrui
YasmineYUMI-CHAN
YiJun
YuanTing


EXTRAS____________________
Will you be eating that cake?...say what you want, but I will be taking the cake


Here you stand in the entrance of my domain.

Before you lies a sea of darkness, seduction, betrayal...
Questions that will never be answered, illusions that will force you to abandon your senses...
Thrills beyond your wildest imagination.

Do you choose to retreat, to remain just outside the door,
allowing your breath to catch as your imagination takes you to places you are uncertain of?

Do you choose to enter, and confront this fear you hold towards me...
What could possibly happen, you ask yourself

With you the world fades.
The voices dissolve,
movements, slow,
though sensations heighten.
I bare my soul to you,
freely, to show the pain,
the chaos and the depth
of who I am.
Of who I feel to be.
I open my mind
to speak what engulfs my
thoughts as well as desires.
I can close my eyes
and though I am before
one who is known
for illusions,
I do not shudder
nor do I cower.
It is you, after all,
that would grasp
exactly what I desire
and not choose
to run or waver.
Not many share
my thoughts.
Would you ask me
of these things I speak?
Would you even dare?
--Life's a bitch, and then you die.

Lower the lights, look and watch and see,
he comes out, dressed so elegantly,
the Gentleman Death, looks so tempting,
yeah, he'll sweep you off your feet.
Illusions, caused with a stare,
screams filled the air.
He comes with death behind him,
but he'll tempt you with passion.
Hell comes with lust that is so true,
he comes straight towards you.
Feel the hair rise on your neck,
fangs drive into you, with no regret.
So as he feels the blood flow,
you hear the requiem of Santiago.
(:


CREDITS___________________
Weijie | prozac.puppets

ROCK THE WORLD
Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Had a student leadership camp 9th - 11th Nov. Called the CLASS camp (compassionate leaders always serving society), organised by TOUCH Youth Services.the groups were: 'Armstrong, Bizarre, Chaotic 10, Dengue, Extreme. It was originally groups A - E. Then the groups chose their own group name, but it had to start with the letter. I was in group ARMSTRONG! The first day was mostly orientation games, really fun.

Then at night, around 7 o' clock, we had to do this 'mission' thing. you had to go around the school doing five obstacles altogether, once an obstacle is completed, you get a hundred 'TOUCH dollars'. Once all the obstacles were done, you can use the money to buy clues to find your group's 'leadership scroll'. Here's the hard part: there are 'enemies' patrolling the school, if they catch any of your group members, your group will have to do a forfeit which will waste time. Our first forfeit was to do 20 push-ups while singing the school song... Other forfeits included doing the banana dance, holding hands and walking in a clockwise rotation while singing 'twinkle twinkle little star', and more. once we completed the obstacles, we bought a $300 clue: "Fragrance named Singapore". I immediately said "ORCHIDS!" Then Kumar agreed and led us to the orchid garden at the back of the school, we searched for a long time, and just as we were about to buy another clue, one of our members found the scroll hiding somewhere on the ground, well hidden. We were the forth team to arrive, i think, so sad. But we were very proud of ourselves for being able to complete the obstacles together as a team.
On the second day, we had a service-learning experience, where we went to one and two-room flats to deliver meals to elderly people above 55 years of age who are disabled, etc. When we delivered the food, we would listen to what they have to say about the delivery (on time, good quality, etc), and also just listen to a story or two.

After that, we went back to school for lunch and stuff. We did a Project "Take-off" where we had an hour to use our "TOUCH dollars" to buy material to build a plane no less than 60 X 60 cm. we would have to fly the plane off the second floor towards a small square area. Our group had to go first, when our plane was more than a metre away from the landing area, we were like, "DAMN! we're doomed. no way we can win now". but then after that all the other team's planes all got further and further away from the landing area. One of the planes went really far, we were like, "Shit, we're doomed!! NOOoooOOOooOOO~! (sees the plane make massive U-turn to fly back and go really far from the landing pad) ... nevermind."

Later we played basketball/soccer/captain's ball. At one point, Sze Lei hurt her hand playing basketball so she came over to play captain's ball, but it made it worse when she kept spiking the ball straight down and scaring the crap out of everyone. Then while Yanlin and I were playing basketball by ourselves because everyone else was playing 'bang', I saw Sze Lei sitting down with a couple mentors around her, she was crying... no wait, LAUGHING?! I went over and asked whether she was laughing or crying, one of the mentors said "Both, it's tears of JOY~" and Sze Lei broke out laughing (but still crying because she couldn't move her wrist at all, due to the pain.) Oh yeah, I found out that ALOT of the mentors and Logistics all went to FCBC!

On 12th Nov (sunday), I went to church wearing a skirt with Alex, Nicole, Denise and Kelly. Nicole's skirt was DAMN short. Anyways, i saw all the mentors and logistics at FCBC with some student leaders (who were invited that day by Mr Tan Say Pin) and they started playing 'bang'! IN THE MIDDLE OF A CROWD! It was damn funny. Shairul, Amos and all the other mentors are in the same tribe~ At night, Alex, Marcus, Jo-Han, Denise, Nicole and I were planning to go to Changi airport for dinner. But then Denise's mother offered to treat us to dinner at ECP, Red House seafood Restaurant. Wasn't that nice of Denise's mom?? But damn, Jen had to go make me all depressed by... (those of you who don't know in detail, don't need to know.)

On 13th Nov, after training, Denise, Cynthia, Marcus, Jo-Han, Nicole and I all went to go watch Step Up. I kinda missed the last bit because I was on the phone with Jen. I was still watching the movie, but not totally focused on it.

For the past week, people have been coming over to my house to watch 'Bring It On: All Or Nothing' because I borrowed the cd from Lilin (thanks, btw.) I've memorised most of the lines because I watched it so many times. Today was the last two people who planned on coming over. So on Friday, gonna return the cd to Lilin.
Today I kinda got scolded by Mdm Christine Tan because no one wanted to help keep the pitching machine and it ended up being Manprit and SZE LEI to keep the pitching machine. She was like, "I expect more out of you. I'm already very disappointed in Si'Min and Si'Jia because they didn't wear their soccer socks even though they brought it, I don't need any more disappointments today. I expect alot out of the five of you (Si'Min, Si'Jia, Lilin, Nicole, Me) from which two were to be cap and vice-cap. But I expect more out of you, not only are you a student leader now, you're an ex-MGSian. You should be more responsible than this. And I want you to make sure that none of the balls are left behind, if i find any, I'll make all of you pay, not by cash, but by as much physical punishment as I can come up with." She said some other stuff, but I can't quite remember.

[Rest In Peace,
Blake Joey Emerson
12.11.06]<--related to the end of paragraph 6

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