Rocker___________________
BETTINA
Vampiro Wolfskin;
..27.02.1992
..MGS (primary)
..NTSS (secondary)
..Softballer
..Photographer
..Christian [FCBC-YozNet-JRcell]

HATE
--Liars (including myself)
--backstabbers
--people who ENJOY other people's misery
--the devil

LOVE
...planetshakers
...hillsong
...delirious
...sonic edge band
...jamison parker
...Hinder
...Hawthorne Heights
...other various artists whose songs are awesome
...Jesus
...softball
...photography
...GUITAR!
...drums
...various sports (e.g. soccer, etc.)
...hip Hop (dance)

WANTS
--Madina Lake ALBUMS!!! --Paramore albums --Jonas Brothers albums --saw 3 vcd/dvd --queen Of The Damned soundtrack
--blade 2 vcd/dvd
--blade Trinity vcd/dvd
--xbox 360 (HAH! I wish.) [And Halo 3 along with it. Plus Doom 3!!!]
--DRUMS SET
--AMPLIFIER~!
--ELECTRIC GUITAR!
--death note2, the ring 1 and 2 vcds/dvds.
--nikon D70s/D200 Digital Camera (please? XD)
--blood (Anybody wanna donate?)
--to let myself fry in hell


Scream________________






Get Out_____________________
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Guitar
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CELL!

amanda
Annabel
Azy
Cheryl Lau
CHERYL-KUN~ DARLING!
Cynthia
Gabbie
Desiree
Dinah
felicia
Gigi
Guitfam
Guo Yi
Hafizah
Haniz
Hidayah
Jazzzeeeee
Justin
karyeeeee
Kelly
KuroRk
KHABIRpoker
lexx
Lilin
lina
marcus
MuiHiang
Peggy
pennyWEEEEEEEEEE
Sheri
SiYin
Si'Jia
Si'Min
Softball
Syahidah
syahreena
TAMMY! =D
Vidya
weiyun
X-OOKAMI
xiangrui
YasmineYUMI-CHAN
YiJun
YuanTing


EXTRAS____________________
Will you be eating that cake?...say what you want, but I will be taking the cake


Here you stand in the entrance of my domain.

Before you lies a sea of darkness, seduction, betrayal...
Questions that will never be answered, illusions that will force you to abandon your senses...
Thrills beyond your wildest imagination.

Do you choose to retreat, to remain just outside the door,
allowing your breath to catch as your imagination takes you to places you are uncertain of?

Do you choose to enter, and confront this fear you hold towards me...
What could possibly happen, you ask yourself

With you the world fades.
The voices dissolve,
movements, slow,
though sensations heighten.
I bare my soul to you,
freely, to show the pain,
the chaos and the depth
of who I am.
Of who I feel to be.
I open my mind
to speak what engulfs my
thoughts as well as desires.
I can close my eyes
and though I am before
one who is known
for illusions,
I do not shudder
nor do I cower.
It is you, after all,
that would grasp
exactly what I desire
and not choose
to run or waver.
Not many share
my thoughts.
Would you ask me
of these things I speak?
Would you even dare?
--Life's a bitch, and then you die.

Lower the lights, look and watch and see,
he comes out, dressed so elegantly,
the Gentleman Death, looks so tempting,
yeah, he'll sweep you off your feet.
Illusions, caused with a stare,
screams filled the air.
He comes with death behind him,
but he'll tempt you with passion.
Hell comes with lust that is so true,
he comes straight towards you.
Feel the hair rise on your neck,
fangs drive into you, with no regret.
So as he feels the blood flow,
you hear the requiem of Santiago.
(:


CREDITS___________________
Weijie | prozac.puppets

ROCK THE WORLD
Sunday, March 25, 2007

o.O my dad told me last week "i dont want to see you wear anything mini until you're eighteen! no mini skirts, nothing!" then the next day, my mought brings me to holland v and buys me a mini skirt. hmm. then yesterday, i went out with kamini and lina to do project work (which didnt get done because nurul was late and i had to go early). they wanted to see me in a mini skirt. so i jokingly said that if they all wore skirts, i would too. so in the end, i had to go to jurong east library to meet them in a mini skirt and a girlish collared button up shirt (the type that shows off the waist and such) and a tie. damn girl. then syukri and justin they all showed up at the library o_o

i told kelly and denise i dressed up in that fashion. kelly's reply was: 'woah. someone so sexy luh. haha. yay! you finally look girl! go study! go be a good GIRL!' denise's reply was: 'ARGH~! NOOO! not you too! you're becoming girly! i want bettina back... AHH! NOOOO~! THIS IS A DISASTER!'

i've got to learn to listen to people, man. one example would be mr yee going 'remember people, dont eat too much over the weekend because obs is on monday. dont get sick or anything like that.' and then what do i do? ate. too. much.
this is how:
yesterday, i upsized a mcspicy burger meal at macdonalds. then for dinner, went to eat at this place at the clementi central area called 'botak jones' which sells american-sized servings. which is like, JUMBO sized (i actually finished the meal for once. o.O i usually die about half way through). then this morning, had 2 peanut butter sandwiches for breakfast. for lunch, went out with my parents, and my cousin's family, plus my grandfather to go to this japanese buffet place in suntec city. ate alot. ALOT! too much sashimi, 7 pieces of sushi, 4 big pieces of soft shell crab, plus lotsa chicken stuff, two slices of cheescake, 3 mini eclaires, 5 marshmellows dipped in the chocolate fountain, and a cuppa coffee =D. i feel like a pig. just watched Death Note on the com, got the dvd, second time watching it.

obs for the next five days, monday to friday, i have my big jumbo-sized bag my parents bought for me. then my mom forced me to bring a couple extra sets of clothes. T.T usually the amount on the list is already more than we need. then she ask me to pack more. i'll never understand my mom.

-you'd be happier if i was dead, wouldn't you? there'll finally be one less problem in your life. i love you, for that, i'd be willing to die for you. your happiness is everything to me. if it means my death, then so be it.

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