today went for the inter-cluster EPIC race. i had the orchard-vivo city route. was pretty laid back. then our last task was to go to the front of paragon... and sing two christmas carols. with actions. in front of a bunch of people (who were shopping/walking by) we dont know (who pulled out digital cameras to take photos. or gave us the =_- 'wtf' looks). damn funny (and pai seh). malcolm from group sixteen ended up being the so-called 'conductor' lol.
after that, went to kelly and tammy's place with cynthia. played guitar. talked about my haunted primary school xD. showed them the songs i wrote. then came home to slack aorund the house. managed to convince my parents to let me go for the encounter camp (YAY)
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i'm sorry that it took me so long to realise that the most important thing in my life is having friends like you. it's not about how some bitch made me feel. it's about how you guys made me smile, even when i felt like crap a second before.
i'm so grateful for my spiritual family too! i truly feel blessed to know that i can rely on any of you for help, as well as be able to be relied on if any of you ever stumble. i hope i can go back to service so that i worship the Lord with you guys again. i love you guys so much! and even if i never see you guys again, i'll always remember you all!
i miss you. whatever i did wrong, at least tell me. i'll change if you want me to. tell me what i can do to deserve your kindness...
i told myeself i wont miss you. but i remember what it feels like beside you. i'm sorry.
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