just got back from CLUSTER SOUTH ZONE 1 NE STUDENT LEADERSHIP CAMP!!!!!!!! xD damn fun. but some parts, too much talk, not enough hands-on.

all ya fun buggers from queensway, miss you guys already!! xD (p.s. rachel, you are plastic, get over it, stop showing me bitch face xD. Pervin, don't be too sick-minded, kayy????? haha. and to the rest of ya, stay cool!)

first night, lilin and i shared sleeping bag, cos i didnt bring mine. then second night, everyone else stayed up till 3 plus in the morning. i had a headache and felt emo. so i went to bed first (so lilin ended up sleeping in hafizah's sleeping bag. dunno where hafizah slept. xD)

on the last day, we taught the other secondary school students to do the honky tonk stomp (aka, our school linedance) yay. fun times. ^^ miss you peeps.
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i used to stand so tall, i used to feel so strong.

now i cant breathe, i can't sleep, i'm barely hanging on.

here i am, once again, i'm torn into pieces.

you won't get to see the tears i cried.

you made me feel alright for once in my life

now all thats left of me is what i pretend to be

so together, but so broken up inside.

seeing you, it kills me now.

when the rain would fall down, i'd just stare out my window.

when i tried to speak out, felt like no one could hear me.

everybody's got something they had to leave behind.

there's no use looking back or wondering how it could been have or might've been.

all this i know, but i still cant find ways to let you go.

i've never found to say, you're the one i think about each day.

and no matter where life takes me too, a part of me will always be with you.

somewhere in my memory, i've lost all sense of time.

a thousand lies have made me colder.

and i don't think i can look at this the same.

I disappear now, when i'm dreaming of your face.

you're still on my lonely mind.

i think about you, and i dream about you all the time.

you're still with me in my dreams.

i'm weak, it's true.

because i'm afraid to know the answer.

cos my heart keeps falling faster.

do you even know you met me?

i said something wrong...

now i need a place to hide away.

with no place left to go.

i tried, to go on like i never knew you.

i'm awake but my world is half asleep.

i pray for this heart to be unbroken.

but without you all i'm going to be is incomplete.

i know these voices in my head are mine alone.

but good things in life are hard to find.

loving you has made me this way.

i don't wnat to have to face this world alone.

i am trapped in this world, lonely and fading.

are you still the same or did you change somehow.

i'm stuck in a moment that wasn't meant to last.

i still need you.

i still care about you.