thanks for everything you've done, and thanks for telling me what i did wrong.
i would BEG for you to forgive me, but i know that you'd just ignore me and pretend i'm not there.
i openly admit that i was and still am an ignorant asshole, and i hate myself for that.
but if you ever need me, i'll be here.
it might take years before you ever talk to me like a friend again, but i'm willing to wait.
even if that day never comes, i'll still wait for it.
because when it comes down to it, i still need you.
i feel a little better because you told me what i did wrong.
but at the same time, i feel so much more worse.
i lose my way, but you seem to understand.
i still dont understand why things had to be this way.
but if it's what you want...
if this is what makes you happy...
i'll back off.
i'll say goodbye.
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staring out at the rain with a heavy heart.
its the end of the world in my mind.
then your voice pulls me back like a wake-up call.
i've been looking for the answer somewhere.
i couldn't see that it was right there.
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Promise after promise…
Broken.
Word after word…
Unspoken.
You touch but never feel.
My bloody wounds won’t heal.
You smile as I cry,
And you live as I die.
I can’t hate you for living,
I can’t hate you for surviving.
I shouldn’t hate you for moving on.
But I hate you for leaving me alone.
You listen but never hear.
You comfort me, but not my fear.
You walk away.
When things won’t be okay.
Promise after promise...
Gets broken.
Word after word...
Goes unspoken.
Silence fulfills this room
As I sit across from you.
You stare deep into my eyes…
Yet you still can’t see me cry.
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