Rocker___________________
BETTINA
Vampiro Wolfskin;
..27.02.1992
..MGS (primary)
..NTSS (secondary)
..Softballer
..Photographer
..Christian [FCBC-YozNet-JRcell]

HATE
--Liars (including myself)
--backstabbers
--people who ENJOY other people's misery
--the devil

LOVE
...planetshakers
...hillsong
...delirious
...sonic edge band
...jamison parker
...Hinder
...Hawthorne Heights
...other various artists whose songs are awesome
...Jesus
...softball
...photography
...GUITAR!
...drums
...various sports (e.g. soccer, etc.)
...hip Hop (dance)

WANTS
--Madina Lake ALBUMS!!! --Paramore albums --Jonas Brothers albums --saw 3 vcd/dvd --queen Of The Damned soundtrack
--blade 2 vcd/dvd
--blade Trinity vcd/dvd
--xbox 360 (HAH! I wish.) [And Halo 3 along with it. Plus Doom 3!!!]
--DRUMS SET
--AMPLIFIER~!
--ELECTRIC GUITAR!
--death note2, the ring 1 and 2 vcds/dvds.
--nikon D70s/D200 Digital Camera (please? XD)
--blood (Anybody wanna donate?)
--to let myself fry in hell


Scream________________






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EXTRAS____________________
Will you be eating that cake?...say what you want, but I will be taking the cake


Here you stand in the entrance of my domain.

Before you lies a sea of darkness, seduction, betrayal...
Questions that will never be answered, illusions that will force you to abandon your senses...
Thrills beyond your wildest imagination.

Do you choose to retreat, to remain just outside the door,
allowing your breath to catch as your imagination takes you to places you are uncertain of?

Do you choose to enter, and confront this fear you hold towards me...
What could possibly happen, you ask yourself

With you the world fades.
The voices dissolve,
movements, slow,
though sensations heighten.
I bare my soul to you,
freely, to show the pain,
the chaos and the depth
of who I am.
Of who I feel to be.
I open my mind
to speak what engulfs my
thoughts as well as desires.
I can close my eyes
and though I am before
one who is known
for illusions,
I do not shudder
nor do I cower.
It is you, after all,
that would grasp
exactly what I desire
and not choose
to run or waver.
Not many share
my thoughts.
Would you ask me
of these things I speak?
Would you even dare?
--Life's a bitch, and then you die.

Lower the lights, look and watch and see,
he comes out, dressed so elegantly,
the Gentleman Death, looks so tempting,
yeah, he'll sweep you off your feet.
Illusions, caused with a stare,
screams filled the air.
He comes with death behind him,
but he'll tempt you with passion.
Hell comes with lust that is so true,
he comes straight towards you.
Feel the hair rise on your neck,
fangs drive into you, with no regret.
So as he feels the blood flow,
you hear the requiem of Santiago.
(:


CREDITS___________________
Weijie | prozac.puppets

ROCK THE WORLD
Monday, May 28, 2007

thanks for everything you've done, and thanks for telling me what i did wrong.

i would BEG for you to forgive me, but i know that you'd just ignore me and pretend i'm not there.

i openly admit that i was and still am an ignorant asshole, and i hate myself for that.

but if you ever need me, i'll be here.

it might take years before you ever talk to me like a friend again, but i'm willing to wait.

even if that day never comes, i'll still wait for it.

because when it comes down to it, i still need you.

i feel a little better because you told me what i did wrong.

but at the same time, i feel so much more worse.

i lose my way, but you seem to understand.

i still dont understand why things had to be this way.

but if it's what you want...

if this is what makes you happy...

i'll back off.

i'll say goodbye.
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staring out at the rain with a heavy heart.
its the end of the world in my mind.
then your voice pulls me back like a wake-up call.
i've been looking for the answer somewhere.
i couldn't see that it was right there.
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Promise after promise…
Broken.
Word after word…
Unspoken.

You touch but never feel.
My bloody wounds won’t heal.
You smile as I cry,
And you live as I die.

I can’t hate you for living,
I can’t hate you for surviving.
I shouldn’t hate you for moving on.
But I hate you for leaving me alone.

You listen but never hear.
You comfort me, but not my fear.
You walk away.
When things won’t be okay.

Promise after promise...
Gets broken.
Word after word...
Goes unspoken.

Silence fulfills this room
As I sit across from you.
You stare deep into my eyes…
Yet you still can’t see me cry.

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