Rocker___________________
BETTINA
Vampiro Wolfskin;
..27.02.1992
..MGS (primary)
..NTSS (secondary)
..Softballer
..Photographer
..Christian [FCBC-YozNet-JRcell]

HATE
--Liars (including myself)
--backstabbers
--people who ENJOY other people's misery
--the devil

LOVE
...planetshakers
...hillsong
...delirious
...sonic edge band
...jamison parker
...Hinder
...Hawthorne Heights
...other various artists whose songs are awesome
...Jesus
...softball
...photography
...GUITAR!
...drums
...various sports (e.g. soccer, etc.)
...hip Hop (dance)

WANTS
--Madina Lake ALBUMS!!! --Paramore albums --Jonas Brothers albums --saw 3 vcd/dvd --queen Of The Damned soundtrack
--blade 2 vcd/dvd
--blade Trinity vcd/dvd
--xbox 360 (HAH! I wish.) [And Halo 3 along with it. Plus Doom 3!!!]
--DRUMS SET
--AMPLIFIER~!
--ELECTRIC GUITAR!
--death note2, the ring 1 and 2 vcds/dvds.
--nikon D70s/D200 Digital Camera (please? XD)
--blood (Anybody wanna donate?)
--to let myself fry in hell


Scream________________






Get Out_____________________
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CELL!

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Gigi
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Guo Yi
Hafizah
Haniz
Hidayah
Jazzzeeeee
Justin
karyeeeee
Kelly
KuroRk
KHABIRpoker
lexx
Lilin
lina
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Peggy
pennyWEEEEEEEEEE
Sheri
SiYin
Si'Jia
Si'Min
Softball
Syahidah
syahreena
TAMMY! =D
Vidya
weiyun
X-OOKAMI
xiangrui
YasmineYUMI-CHAN
YiJun
YuanTing


EXTRAS____________________
Will you be eating that cake?...say what you want, but I will be taking the cake


Here you stand in the entrance of my domain.

Before you lies a sea of darkness, seduction, betrayal...
Questions that will never be answered, illusions that will force you to abandon your senses...
Thrills beyond your wildest imagination.

Do you choose to retreat, to remain just outside the door,
allowing your breath to catch as your imagination takes you to places you are uncertain of?

Do you choose to enter, and confront this fear you hold towards me...
What could possibly happen, you ask yourself

With you the world fades.
The voices dissolve,
movements, slow,
though sensations heighten.
I bare my soul to you,
freely, to show the pain,
the chaos and the depth
of who I am.
Of who I feel to be.
I open my mind
to speak what engulfs my
thoughts as well as desires.
I can close my eyes
and though I am before
one who is known
for illusions,
I do not shudder
nor do I cower.
It is you, after all,
that would grasp
exactly what I desire
and not choose
to run or waver.
Not many share
my thoughts.
Would you ask me
of these things I speak?
Would you even dare?
--Life's a bitch, and then you die.

Lower the lights, look and watch and see,
he comes out, dressed so elegantly,
the Gentleman Death, looks so tempting,
yeah, he'll sweep you off your feet.
Illusions, caused with a stare,
screams filled the air.
He comes with death behind him,
but he'll tempt you with passion.
Hell comes with lust that is so true,
he comes straight towards you.
Feel the hair rise on your neck,
fangs drive into you, with no regret.
So as he feels the blood flow,
you hear the requiem of Santiago.
(:


CREDITS___________________
Weijie | prozac.puppets

ROCK THE WORLD
Saturday, May 05, 2007

today was pretty boring. went to chinese tuition, came home, watched survivor, went on the com, then went to math tuition, totally zoned out, not focusing. on my way home, i got on the bus and i was like, totally zoned out. then someone tapped my shoulder, i turn around and nick's dad is smiling at me, i don't know why but it gave me a mini heart attack.
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Me: oh, HI! (big smile) how're you? (i have NEVER asked a parent this in my life. not that i remember at least. I panicked and it was the first thing that popped into my head so i just said it.)
Nick's dad: hi, i'm good. yourself?
Me: pretty good i guess.
(Awkward silence)
Nick's dad: where're you going?
Me: on my way home. had tuition at block 104.
Nick's dad: i see. you had tuition or gave tuition?
Me: (I nearly burst out laughing. 'ME, give TUITION!? ha.HAHAHAHA!!!') had tuition. maths.
Nick's dad: ah.
(awkward silence again. dunno why this keeps happening)
Nick's dad: how was OBS for you?
Me: fine i guess... tiring but fun. (i didn't mention the part about me ending up coming home with my elbow and wrist bandaged.)
Nick's dad: good...good...
(awkward silence. again again. must be cos it's a girl-and-her-friend's-dad conversation)
Me: (getting ready to get off the bus) okay, then. bye.
Nick's dad: okay, bye.
(bus stops at the traffic light BEFORE the bus stop)
((AWKWARD SILENCE))
(bus moves to the bus stop once the light turned green)
Me: (no, i didn't say bye a second time. just got off the bus and went home)
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Now i'm sitting at the computer, waiting for my foast lamb and garlic mashed potatoes. nowing my parents, there'll be some form of vegetables (sniff). wow, i'm bored. ho-hum. later i'll talk to my mom about the encounter weekend, see if she'll let me go... the epic race/amazing race thingy too.

Did you think it's cool to walk right up, to take my life and fuck it up? well did you? the loneliness is too much for me to handle.

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