today was pretty boring. went to chinese tuition, came home, watched survivor, went on the com, then went to math tuition, totally zoned out, not focusing. on my way home, i got on the bus and i was like, totally zoned out. then someone tapped my shoulder, i turn around and nick's dad is smiling at me, i don't know why but it gave me a mini heart attack.
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Me: oh, HI! (big smile) how're you? (i have NEVER asked a parent this in my life. not that i remember at least. I panicked and it was the first thing that popped into my head so i just said it.)
Nick's dad: hi, i'm good. yourself?
Me: pretty good i guess.
(Awkward silence)
Nick's dad: where're you going?
Me: on my way home. had tuition at block 104.
Nick's dad: i see. you had tuition or gave tuition?
Me: (I nearly burst out laughing. 'ME, give TUITION!? ha.HAHAHAHA!!!') had tuition. maths.
Nick's dad: ah.
(awkward silence again. dunno why this keeps happening)
Nick's dad: how was OBS for you?
Me: fine i guess... tiring but fun. (i didn't mention the part about me ending up coming home with my elbow and wrist bandaged.)
Nick's dad: good...good...
(awkward silence. again again. must be cos it's a girl-and-her-friend's-dad conversation)
Me: (getting ready to get off the bus) okay, then. bye.
Nick's dad: okay, bye.
(bus stops at the traffic light BEFORE the bus stop)
((AWKWARD SILENCE))
(bus moves to the bus stop once the light turned green)
Me: (no, i didn't say bye a second time. just got off the bus and went home)
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Now i'm sitting at the computer, waiting for my foast lamb and garlic mashed potatoes. nowing my parents, there'll be some form of vegetables (sniff). wow, i'm bored. ho-hum. later i'll talk to my mom about the encounter weekend, see if she'll let me go... the epic race/amazing race thingy too.
Did you think it's cool to walk right up, to take my life and fuck it up? well did you? the loneliness is too much for me to handle.
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