and yeah, i hate myself. especially for everything i've done to you and them. to be honest, i never meant to get in this deep. and i never should have. i always end up hurting the people i care about. and i always lose the people i love one way or another. i'm to blame, i know. but you're the one who is killing me inside. you refuse to speak to me, you shun me as if i was cursed, and you pretend you never met me.
i TRY to hate you, i really do. but i cant do it. i'm not as capable of hating people as you are. i'm sorry. maybe if i had gone to another school, things would've been different. but i don't regret meeting you. because you helped me in countless ways.
and remember that if there's ever a chance for me to die for you, i'd take that chance without hesistaion. don't EVER doubt how far i'd go for you. i'll burn a million times over in the fiery pits of hell if you want me too. why? because i care about you more than anyone else in the world.
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
The old saying that 'it is better to have known love and lost it' was a big fat lie. there's nothing worse than having someone to love and care for, then losing them.
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here
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