yesterday SRC: won against nanyang 7-6, lost to rgs 7-4 i think.
today SRC: lost both games badly. it's like everyone's mentality is dead, no one really that focused. i made lotsa careless mistakes... sorry, softballers!
during second match, second inning, i was playing catcher. a girl from stc charged to home base. and i tried to tag her. all i remember is one second, i remember dropping the ball by accident. the next second, i'm lying on the floor, blood in my mouth and a throbbing pain in my lip and head. i wanted to keep playing. but coach swapped me out. ah well.
so much i need to say. been lonely since the day you went away. been crying since the day you went away. ... .i gave into the stress in life. i cant escape, the pressure seems to get me down. its like a needle in my spine, it stings inside, poisons me with time. people have said i'm not okay, i've lost my mind.
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