alot has happened since my last post... not gonna bother posting a full update. but gonna try and revive my blog...
exams are over...
i've started hip hop classes with guo yi. (thanks maqrius!)
playing pool alot...
suddenly, i think i've lost interest in softball. (damn, i hate to prove lily ng right. sorry guys.)
i've actually been trying to see which is the best form of suicide...
i've hit a personal rock bottom...
i knew it was coming, yet i kept up the act...
i blame nobody except myself...
actually, i WANT you to blame me...
it's my fault anyways...
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how many wrongs make a right?
i chronicled the days you made me want to live
i spend my nights either sleepless or dreaming about you
going on without you still upsets me.
it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you.
i hope you're sleeping better knowing that i never sleep at all.
all i ever wanted comes right down to you.
i see the edge but i can't take the fall.
i don't wanna be like this.
i just want you to know that everything i hold in is everything i can't let go.
i can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down.
it's only words and words are all i have to take your breath away.
I'm Sorry, even though sorry is never enough.
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