not much to update i guess... i'm addicted to Hinder recently... i wanna buy their cd.i like "here's to the night" by Eve 6... and "here i stand" by Madina Lake.
been really busy, with training, lessons, student leadership stuff, etc. i guess i'm just trying to keep my mind busy so that i dont have much time to be depressed and even consider suicide.
i went to visit my DARLING cheryl at her school last week. didn't do much. next time i'll take you out on a proper date, okay hun? when i have money! xD
go see the songs i've recently put up on my dA account. http://vampiro-guitarist.deviantart.com/
i dont really like them. but lotsa people like them... i probably dont like them because they all remind me of her. sigh. ah well.
bettina, signing out.
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So denied, so I lied
are you the now or never kind
In a day, and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had
are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line
along with place and time
Wanna stay, not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
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My hands shake cuz today,
I know you're gonna break my heart and,
My life without you in it
Is a life, it's not worth living.
I'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight
Here i stand
All alone
Tonight,
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe
Without you
In my life,
I wish i was anyone but me.
So I'll start to pretend im ok
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
The one thing is crystal clear
That i'm the one wishing i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight
Inside i start to fall apart.
And i'll pretend im holding on
So i guess ill bleed in silence.
I guess i'll bleed in silence.
© 2008. "some things cannot be changed... accept your fate" 4:25 AM |
