Rocker___________________
BETTINA
Vampiro Wolfskin;
..27.02.1992
..MGS (primary)
..NTSS (secondary)
..Softballer
..Photographer
..Christian [FCBC-YozNet-JRcell]

HATE
--Liars (including myself)
--backstabbers
--people who ENJOY other people's misery
--the devil

LOVE
...planetshakers
...hillsong
...delirious
...sonic edge band
...jamison parker
...Hinder
...Hawthorne Heights
...other various artists whose songs are awesome
...Jesus
...softball
...photography
...GUITAR!
...drums
...various sports (e.g. soccer, etc.)
...hip Hop (dance)

WANTS
--Madina Lake ALBUMS!!! --Paramore albums --Jonas Brothers albums --saw 3 vcd/dvd --queen Of The Damned soundtrack
--blade 2 vcd/dvd
--blade Trinity vcd/dvd
--xbox 360 (HAH! I wish.) [And Halo 3 along with it. Plus Doom 3!!!]
--DRUMS SET
--AMPLIFIER~!
--ELECTRIC GUITAR!
--death note2, the ring 1 and 2 vcds/dvds.
--nikon D70s/D200 Digital Camera (please? XD)
--blood (Anybody wanna donate?)
--to let myself fry in hell


Scream________________






Get Out_____________________
my DeviantArt page!
Guitar
ChristianGuitar
CELL!

amanda
Annabel
Azy
Cheryl Lau
CHERYL-KUN~ DARLING!
Cynthia
Gabbie
Desiree
Dinah
felicia
Gigi
Guitfam
Guo Yi
Hafizah
Haniz
Hidayah
Jazzzeeeee
Justin
karyeeeee
Kelly
KuroRk
KHABIRpoker
lexx
Lilin
lina
marcus
MuiHiang
Peggy
pennyWEEEEEEEEEE
Sheri
SiYin
Si'Jia
Si'Min
Softball
Syahidah
syahreena
TAMMY! =D
Vidya
weiyun
X-OOKAMI
xiangrui
YasmineYUMI-CHAN
YiJun
YuanTing


EXTRAS____________________
Will you be eating that cake?...say what you want, but I will be taking the cake


Here you stand in the entrance of my domain.

Before you lies a sea of darkness, seduction, betrayal...
Questions that will never be answered, illusions that will force you to abandon your senses...
Thrills beyond your wildest imagination.

Do you choose to retreat, to remain just outside the door,
allowing your breath to catch as your imagination takes you to places you are uncertain of?

Do you choose to enter, and confront this fear you hold towards me...
What could possibly happen, you ask yourself

With you the world fades.
The voices dissolve,
movements, slow,
though sensations heighten.
I bare my soul to you,
freely, to show the pain,
the chaos and the depth
of who I am.
Of who I feel to be.
I open my mind
to speak what engulfs my
thoughts as well as desires.
I can close my eyes
and though I am before
one who is known
for illusions,
I do not shudder
nor do I cower.
It is you, after all,
that would grasp
exactly what I desire
and not choose
to run or waver.
Not many share
my thoughts.
Would you ask me
of these things I speak?
Would you even dare?
--Life's a bitch, and then you die.

Lower the lights, look and watch and see,
he comes out, dressed so elegantly,
the Gentleman Death, looks so tempting,
yeah, he'll sweep you off your feet.
Illusions, caused with a stare,
screams filled the air.
He comes with death behind him,
but he'll tempt you with passion.
Hell comes with lust that is so true,
he comes straight towards you.
Feel the hair rise on your neck,
fangs drive into you, with no regret.
So as he feels the blood flow,
you hear the requiem of Santiago.
(:


CREDITS___________________
Weijie | prozac.puppets

ROCK THE WORLD
Monday, November 05, 2007

not much to update i guess... i'm addicted to Hinder recently... i wanna buy their cd.i like "here's to the night" by Eve 6... and "here i stand" by Madina Lake.

been really busy, with training, lessons, student leadership stuff, etc. i guess i'm just trying to keep my mind busy so that i dont have much time to be depressed and even consider suicide.

i went to visit my DARLING cheryl at her school last week. didn't do much. next time i'll take you out on a proper date, okay hun? when i have money! xD

go see the songs i've recently put up on my dA account. http://vampiro-guitarist.deviantart.com/
i dont really like them. but lotsa people like them... i probably dont like them because they all remind me of her. sigh. ah well.

bettina, signing out.

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So denied, so I lied
are you the now or never kind
In a day, and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had
are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line
along with place and time
Wanna stay, not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
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My hands shake cuz today,
I know you're gonna break my heart and,
My life without you in it
Is a life, it's not worth living.
I'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Here i stand
All alone
Tonight,
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe
Without you
In my life,
I wish i was anyone but me.

So I'll start to pretend im ok
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
The one thing is crystal clear
That i'm the one wishing i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

Inside i start to fall apart.
And i'll pretend im holding on
So i guess ill bleed in silence.
I guess i'll bleed in silence.

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